Paano mo nalaman?

Minsan na nga lang nagtapang tapangan nagmistula namang kahihiyan. Isang pagkakamaling nauwi sa bukingan.
Itago sa pangalan na hiram. Magpakilalang parang walang alam.
Nais ko lang naman ay aminin ang lihim na pagtingin At maibsan ang dinadala ng damdamin.
Ngunit sa paanong paraan mo nalaman ang tunay na katauhan?
Ako ba'y dapat na magalak na iyo nang alam ang nadarama o magluksa pagkat muli mong ipapamukha na ako ay balewala?
Paano ko malalaman kung di ko sinubukan. Oo, sinubukan ko na. Wala naman akong napala. Minsan pala ang lihim kailangang huwag ipagbigay alam na lang dahil kapag hindi nasuklian ng pagpapahalaga ay parang basura na itinapon sa lupa.

Sentiments

I've always been underrated and underestimated.
My smile has never been appreciated for it is broke.
My eyes never sparkled and looked dull.
My fashion sense never stood out.
My face is not the ones you'll ever turn your heads on.
My body is not to die for.
My hair never fell into place.
I have a lot of insecurities I carry on. I kept on questioning myself why's and how's.
For if beauty is within me I wouldn't try chasing the sun and just sit down to watch the moon appear in twilight.
Sometimes I get tired of living my life. Sometimes I feel sorry for what I feel.
When will come a time that I will be free from all these doubts?
Those achievements I had were never been enough so it drives me to belittle myself.
It's okay to flow sentiments as the rain pours from the sky.
Well, it is better I've tried and took the risk that did nothing. Even I regret it at least I'll have this memory I will never forget . Your memory  and my sentiments.